Woah, I've encountered me 4 years ago online. You sound just like I did.
To past me, I highly recommend audiobooking "Millionaire Fastlane". Do not let the awkward title turn you off. It'll put you in a much more productive mindset than Mr. Mustache.
What impact did this book have on you? What have you achieved since reading it that you otherwise would not have? Investments? What other books do you recommend?
I've adopted less of a scarcity mentality, and it reinforced the notion that I'll never get rich and achieve my goals by staying the course in my career. Not rich before age 65 at any rate.
Another book I recommend is "How to Fail at Everything and Still Win Big". Adams has a great approach of using systems instead of goals.
To past me, I highly recommend audiobooking "Millionaire Fastlane". Do not let the awkward title turn you off. It'll put you in a much more productive mindset than Mr. Mustache.