This resonates with me as someone that spends a lot of time alone. I also find that I tend to view social interactions that I do have as more significant than the others involved if they're not also loners. I have to remember that most people go to lunch with others, have small gatherings, etc fairly often (outside the pandemic times). It's not generally as memorable or significant to them. I'll think back fondly on an evening dinner party and remember every detail, friends that go to such things every weekend remember them less significantly. I also sometimes think of people I haven't spoken to in a long time as still being relevant to me, and have to remember they likely don't think of me at all - I don't mean that in a self deprecating or sad way. It's been a good thing to be aware of, sometimes someone will cross my mind and I'll do a sort of social inventory and file them away as "dormant" lol