Whatever works for you, and I have sincere respect for you Christians (mostly, some are assholes), but at the core, you just have to take a leap of faith in order to accept that philosophy.
I am constitutionally unable to accept a metaphysics that depends on its adherents willfully disregarding anything at all.
I am constitutionally unable to accept a metaphysics that depends on its adherents willfully disregarding anything at all.