All these things gave me the energy to get out of bed. I was a dead husk of a person, a total piece of shit, but eventually I got back up.
I can’t lie these worked out shockingly well, when I was younger, but I just don’t have the energy now nor do I have anyone/thing to motivate that anger.
That, and a huge load of psychological introspection to figure pit why I had those feelings in the first place.
All these things gave me the energy to get out of bed. I was a dead husk of a person, a total piece of shit, but eventually I got back up.