I am writing this desperate to find out what to do. Most of my life, I have been 'listening' passively, without thinking. I don't have an internal monologue. I had a neuropsych evaluation which commented on my poor memory and inability to think.
How do I learn how 'to think'? How do I learn to create an internal dialogue to comment on my surroundings and tasks?
I am hoping for a book recommendation, or maybe a blog post. I've heard that Ulysses is a stream-of-consciousness book, but I have not checked it out.
I would hope that books help - but I have read a lot of books and still don't think. I am hoping for a tutorial or something to practice.
Solving Math problems and competitive programming problems also enhace thinking.
Teaching is an underrated way, too. When you teach a hard concept, you really need to think a lot about how to get the idea across, how to make it accessible to different kinds of pupils.
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