> I know syntax of about dozen languages, but I am inferior programmer due to lack of appropriate theoretical background. I could spent days trying to figure out, should a request be a closure or an assoc or this fancy but costly "persistent-map", and these nuances like aliasing and locality in Clojure and CL.
I have a deep understanding of various areas of CS and maths and I never resort to "Ctrl-C/Ctrl-V" to get things I don't understand done. I rather spend enough time to understand them. Every. Single. Time. Ah, and I didn't attend a university almost at all.
You could do the same, you know? If I could learn all of this, without any help from friends or from lecturers or from senior programmers (until very late in my learning), basically with books alone (from a library - that was before the Internet!), then you could have done this easily. But you didn't and now you're whining and shifting the blame and making others responsible for your personal failure to learn.
Really, stop that and start learning for yourself, it's not too late!
I have a deep understanding of various areas of CS and maths and I never resort to "Ctrl-C/Ctrl-V" to get things I don't understand done. I rather spend enough time to understand them. Every. Single. Time. Ah, and I didn't attend a university almost at all.
You could do the same, you know? If I could learn all of this, without any help from friends or from lecturers or from senior programmers (until very late in my learning), basically with books alone (from a library - that was before the Internet!), then you could have done this easily. But you didn't and now you're whining and shifting the blame and making others responsible for your personal failure to learn.
Really, stop that and start learning for yourself, it's not too late!