The problem I have right now is that I have no money.
I can use the internet and telephone but they are of limited usefulness.
The one with the dead website lived a thousand miles away. I would walk there if I could but I dont think I can.
The other is closer but I cant get there on the bus. If I could buy a bicycle I could visit her parents and one of her friends.
I apply for jobs every day largely because I hope to use the money to find them.
I dont drive becausebI have seizures. I suddenly find myself in a strange place then later discover a month has passed.
Despite that seizures do not run inmour family a clise relative has had them about the same amount of time as I. I dont really know butbspeculate they are the result of modern software interfaces.
You might be a little confused :(. If I were confused I would get some counsel to figure out what's going on. I think the most reasonable way to see if your girlfriend has died is to check her local obituaries. It would not be wise to work very hard to travel so far just to figure out she's totally okay and is involved in a new job. Again I would seek counsel with a person you trust or a therapist, you might just be dealing with some anxiety and confusion.